i lost some of her defiance
the girl with the ribbons
she sought with dark, reflective eyes
to See, to Testify,
and like her hair -- sincere, coal black --
Display without a gap.
no coercive question ever
could wrest a fib from her,
for she said only what she Meant
and ne'er what she didn't;
the world's receptacle of Truth,
Speech was the Perfect Proof --
then arrived some wretched trickster
who made a whore of Words --
through one score and five years of life
she paid for Truth with strife,
but fortresses that guard Belief
are not maintained with ease;
the girl of fifteen years would roar
to defend her honour;
just why did you stop calling it
the way that you saw it?
for with those very Words of mine
i made and told a lie --
betrayed my authenticity
for thirty silver As.
i lost some of her great defiance,
courageous insolence;
i missed her Words' audacity --
and bitter honesty.